Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Expressing how I feel: Crazy emotions and feelings
Expressing how I feel: Crazy emotions and feelings: "Here is a little composittion i wrote about how i was feeling about my ex girlfriend.Excuse the grammar,but i wrote this with my heart on my..."
Crazy emotions and feelings
Here is a little composittion i wrote about how i was feeling about my ex girlfriend.Excuse the grammar,but i wrote this with my heart on my sleeve and didn't care to look back and correct.
Why must you always want something or someone you can't have?Why is that,when that person wants you,your to blind to realize it at that moment and then later on your on that same spot where she doesn't want you.Why can't things go back to the way they were before?I have never met anyone or had a great connection with a girl like i ever did with her.I spent so much time and energy getting to know her and in the end i messed up completely.I never realized that she was there for me and she was the best thing that had ever happend to me.I've gone through many girls trying to forget about her or trying to replace her,but honestly no one ever will.I loved the late night talks that we used to have.I would trade what i have right now,to go back in time and do and think about things diffirently.I would love for her to like me like she used to,i would love to hear say she wants and loves me.There's no better feeling then when she used to say that to me.I'll never forget how happy i would get to see her or when her name popped up on my phone.I know our relationship started off sexual,but thats because i was a horny 15 year old boy.At that time that's all i wanted,but things started to change as i grew up and realized that sex is not everything in life.That's not to mention though,that every encounter we had sexually was full of sparks and love.Those were great feelings i shared.She's the only girl i ever felt butterflies for while kissing.I could go on for days kissing her and i would never get bored;that's how you know you have something special with someone.
Everyone told me that she was the best girl i could choose for as a girlfriend.I was too stupid back then to realize that she in fact was the best match for me.To me she is so sweet,caring,funny,beautiful,and understanding.I regret the day that i broke up with her.I was a very stupid,immature,little kid back then.I didn't realize what i had in my hands..Now its all gone.I wish she could be mine,and mine only.I wish i could take her out and be proud to be the man she wants.I wish i could show her how much i can love her.I wish i could be with her right now and experience what life has to offer,it would be amazing to have her by my side.I wish she would meet my family and see where i come from.I would love to spend time with her and try to get her to live a better life,without all the bad stuff that is corrupting her.I think she has so much to offer,but she hasn't realized it yet.
I think no other guy can appreciate and love her like i can.My feelings for her are all real and that's what i like.I'm very passionate about her;i just haven't told her yet.I would love for another chance to prove my self to her.I know deep down she still cares and i know she would be willing to give me another chance.I want a girlfriend that can be my best friend as well as my lover;She was both.I see all my friends with their girlfriends and i'm often the single''player'' one.If they told me to choose having her as my girlfriend or keep on hooking up with random girls,i WOULD SO trade that in a heartbeat.I often envy what my friends have with their girlfriends because its so sweet and powerfull how they care so much about each other and how loyal they are to each other.They spend hours,days,weeks,and months together sharing life with each other.I have never experienced that and i would love to experience all that by her side.
It's not often when i share my feelings or write them down,but i had to do this today.I wanted to get out everything i had in mind.I've very passionate when it comes to this subject.I just wish she would realize,that im a changed man and that i can prove to her that i can make her happy again.It's so hard to to talk to her and not tell her what i feel.I just don't want her to get out of my life.Maybe she is scared that ill screw up again.Or maybe she wants someone else.But all i know is that god keeps putting her in my life after i try to forget her.Maybe it's meant to happen sooner or later?Maybe she will realize that partying and being single is not everything in life.I love her,and i will keep fighting for her to be my girl.
Why must you always want something or someone you can't have?Why is that,when that person wants you,your to blind to realize it at that moment and then later on your on that same spot where she doesn't want you.Why can't things go back to the way they were before?I have never met anyone or had a great connection with a girl like i ever did with her.I spent so much time and energy getting to know her and in the end i messed up completely.I never realized that she was there for me and she was the best thing that had ever happend to me.I've gone through many girls trying to forget about her or trying to replace her,but honestly no one ever will.I loved the late night talks that we used to have.I would trade what i have right now,to go back in time and do and think about things diffirently.I would love for her to like me like she used to,i would love to hear say she wants and loves me.There's no better feeling then when she used to say that to me.I'll never forget how happy i would get to see her or when her name popped up on my phone.I know our relationship started off sexual,but thats because i was a horny 15 year old boy.At that time that's all i wanted,but things started to change as i grew up and realized that sex is not everything in life.That's not to mention though,that every encounter we had sexually was full of sparks and love.Those were great feelings i shared.She's the only girl i ever felt butterflies for while kissing.I could go on for days kissing her and i would never get bored;that's how you know you have something special with someone.
Everyone told me that she was the best girl i could choose for as a girlfriend.I was too stupid back then to realize that she in fact was the best match for me.To me she is so sweet,caring,funny,beautiful,and understanding.I regret the day that i broke up with her.I was a very stupid,immature,little kid back then.I didn't realize what i had in my hands..Now its all gone.I wish she could be mine,and mine only.I wish i could take her out and be proud to be the man she wants.I wish i could show her how much i can love her.I wish i could be with her right now and experience what life has to offer,it would be amazing to have her by my side.I wish she would meet my family and see where i come from.I would love to spend time with her and try to get her to live a better life,without all the bad stuff that is corrupting her.I think she has so much to offer,but she hasn't realized it yet.
I think no other guy can appreciate and love her like i can.My feelings for her are all real and that's what i like.I'm very passionate about her;i just haven't told her yet.I would love for another chance to prove my self to her.I know deep down she still cares and i know she would be willing to give me another chance.I want a girlfriend that can be my best friend as well as my lover;She was both.I see all my friends with their girlfriends and i'm often the single''player'' one.If they told me to choose having her as my girlfriend or keep on hooking up with random girls,i WOULD SO trade that in a heartbeat.I often envy what my friends have with their girlfriends because its so sweet and powerfull how they care so much about each other and how loyal they are to each other.They spend hours,days,weeks,and months together sharing life with each other.I have never experienced that and i would love to experience all that by her side.
It's not often when i share my feelings or write them down,but i had to do this today.I wanted to get out everything i had in mind.I've very passionate when it comes to this subject.I just wish she would realize,that im a changed man and that i can prove to her that i can make her happy again.It's so hard to to talk to her and not tell her what i feel.I just don't want her to get out of my life.Maybe she is scared that ill screw up again.Or maybe she wants someone else.But all i know is that god keeps putting her in my life after i try to forget her.Maybe it's meant to happen sooner or later?Maybe she will realize that partying and being single is not everything in life.I love her,and i will keep fighting for her to be my girl.
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